Ah, dear Sandy
Whose life is so intertwined with mine
How we move in connected, different circles
We pass like ships in the night sometimes
And it makes you seethe
In a way that I cannot come near
Which makes you seethe all the more
Can't you see how much trouble I'm in?
How much trouble we're both in?
That this trouble shakes us and wrecks us?
That we look for sanctuary and sometimes find it
And sometimes only heartache, fear and pain
I don't know what to do with you Sandy
With the venom and hurt and pain you carry
I try and take it into my heart
But it only drives me further away from it
This tender heart of mine
How I wish I could be the solution
But I can't even be my own solution
I can't apologies, for that just means anger
I can't follow; I'm pulled by a different light
I can't explain; I only know my own path
A path so different from yours
Maybe one day we will be lifted out of our suffering
But for now we just have to tread with care
I send you nothing but love and goodness
But keep a safe distance